I remember vividly the day my grandmother took food to two elderly women living in a shack in rural Missouri. I must have been 7 or 8, and I tagged along. The two women were dirt poor. I was stunned to see their toilet – a chair with a hole in the seat and a bucket underneath.

I remember vividly the day my grandmother took food to two elderly women living in a shack in rural Missouri.  I must have been 7 or 8, and I tagged along. The two women were dirt poor.  I was stunned to see their toilet – a chair with a hole in the seat and a bucket underneath. Somewhere between seeing the hole in the seat and the gratitude on their faces, the message “feed My sheep” finally got through. I had heard those words in Church, but never really heard them. Ever since then, it has been crystal clear that I need to reach out to those in need, just as my grandmother did.  I haven’t always been faithful in living up to this clarity of vocation.  But it has taken me into the humanitarian relief and public policy fields.  When I become self-absorbed or selfish, or both, somehow I am pulled again back to this vivid memory, this sense of calling.  And it is all because my grandmother infected me with the Social Gospel, an infection I pray will afflict me forever. 

This essay and portrait is part of a community-art and leadership project called “wdydwyd?” Tony Deifell (KNLP-16) invited his colleagues in the Kellogg Fellowship to reflect on what motivates them to follow their personal and professional paths by answering the question, “Why do you do what you do?”


“wdydwyd?” has reached over 1.5 million people worldwide and it has been used for team-building at Google, Twitter, many colleges and universities, nonprofits and K-12 classrooms. And, according to Wired Magazine, “In Silicon Valley, that question has been the hottest team-building meme since Outward Bound – and it’s spreading.” For more information: http://wdydwyd.com/leadership.


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